Showed me the truth

My ceremony showed me exactly what needs changing in my life. It showed me where in my life my childhood trauma was still affecting me in a huge way. I realized all the good and “bad” within me and that I need to accept myself before I can move on. I felt true joy and satisfaction during my ceremony, feelings I didn’t even realize I hadn’t felt for decades. I can hardly describe everything I experienced, but it has truly helped me and healed me in ways I don’t think would’ve been possible without the mushrooms. I see that I have much to heal and it’ll probably take a while, but I have hope because so much has been cleared up for me. To note: I have been in DBT and somatic therapy which helped me be brave enough to face all I did during my trip. I was ready and that is important.