Wholehearted Gratitude

I have struggled with depression since childhood. I was also in a severe car accident at age 19 which left me broken in body and soul. From young adulthood (after the accident) and on, I was prescribed a slough of medications for pain, depression, anxiety, and sleep issues – all chasing the symptoms, which created chaos and disorder in my body AND, more importantly, in my soul. At nearly 40 years old I met a true healer who led me to discover SoulCybin and microdosing. I was on a VERY high dose of an antidepressant and I was caught in the lie that I needed that medication to feel somewhat “ok.” That’s just it though, when the healer I was working with gave me some perspective, I saw clearly that I was far from ok. I started microdosing, experimenting at first with the sample packs and also ceremonial dosage for ritual healing. I knew in my soul that this was the medicine I had been longing for. The power of microdosing is that it is not like medication that requires you take it for the rest of your life – microdosing with these fungii HEALS you! I have been microdosing for over a year and am completely off antidepressants and I am full of joy for life in a way I never knew was possible. I feel connected to others, I seek out social experiences without suffering crippling anxiety, I feel hope and even excitement for the smallest things! I highlight these things that may seem unremarkable to some, but for anyone who has experienced depression and anxiety – you understand that these simple things seem IMpossible most of the time. I cannot express the depth of simple joy I feel, people describe me as a happy person! I started with a consistent regime, using the every-other-day method of microdosing. Over time though, I have adjusted and do not need to take the capsules on a set schedule. I now intuitively listen to my body and soul and take capsules maybe once or twice a week, give or take – sometimes even less. Every person will have a different need or experience, but the point I am trying to convey is that this medicine heals and is intuitive. I also want to mention that I was working with an amazing therapist during my transition from antidepressants to microdosing. I have wholehearted gratitude for finding SoulCybin, for the healers and teachers and support system who have loved and supported me, and for literally coming back to LIFE after living in darkness for such a long time. I truly feel the love and care that SoulCybin’s team put into preparing the offerings that are healing and genuine. I love the different blend options, too. Thank you for what you all create and share!