Eye of the Tiger

I’m a relatively new SoulCybin customer, having placed my first order in January of this year. I ordered some of the Inner Peace 350 mg capsules and started microdosing for the first time, mostly to help with mental health issues (depression, anxiety, and ADHD) and healing from childhood trauma and a history of bad relationships and fearful avoidant attachment.

When my order came, I was pleasantly surprised to discover that it included a complimentary crystal from SoulCybin. The gift I received was a rose quartz, which is traditionally associated with love and compassion (including self-love) and opening the heart chakra. At first I thought it was just a coincidence that I happened to receive that particular crystal, but in hindsight it was a message from the mushroom guides and a sign of what was to come.

Earlier this week, I decided to use my remaining Inner Peace capsules (7 total, equaling 2.45 grams) to embark on a ceremonial journey. This was only my second time taking a macrodose (the first time being nearly two years ago, when I was gifted mushrooms by someone who knew I wanted to try them). I experienced a lot of anxiety during that first trip (though ultimately had a positive, cathartic experience), so I wasn’t sure what a second trip would be like.

I set my intention for healing and guidance, and found that it was much easier to surrender, trust, and let go this time, which led to me having a truly transformative experience. This sacred medicine provided exactly what I needed at this point in my life, and I’m still integrating the many lessons learned from it and incorporating the insights into my daily life.

At one point during the early part of my journey, I had to take a bathroom break, and, as I was looking in the mirror, I saw myself as a badass warrior, as a fierce tiger, and as Kali (bringing destruction to clear the way for rebirth). One of the biggest lessons I learned from the mushrooms is that I am a goddess, a divine being who chose to be embodied here on this earth (just as we all are, even if we don’t always realize it), and that I am deserving of love (which is all around us) and worthy of care (by both myself and others).

The mushrooms kept telling me not to forget this time, and, days later, they are still speaking to me and reminding me. Today I received my second SoulCybin package (a bottle of the ceremonial blend capsules and two jars of the new honey), and guess which crystal I received? The tiger’s eye, symbolizing the tiger I saw myself as in my bathroom mirror. I laughed as soon as I saw it, and all I can say is thank you to SoulCybin and the mushrooms, for helping me to heal and see with more clarity and feel more alive and joyful.